I know how it feels, we gave up looking for my cat, siiigh, we're giving one more week for a miracle, that is unlikely to happen, I miss him alot, you must be really dimastated, I know I am when we gave up, but, we are getting a new kitten, but it won't be the same, without Milo, he was a differant cat, he was unique in his own way, He was the best kitty I ever did see